Heyo ;D
sighs , just now my mood really sucks .
reason : MY ASSHOLE DAD .
heh , but i feel better now .
& i just forgot wad happen that easily .
is this good or bad ? tell me !

school is starting soon , in fact i really cant bear to leave my wonderful holidays =(
& that tailor like slow pork sia , i wonder is that uniform nice ?
no uniform = no school xP hope everything of the uniform is alright .
i'm afraid i cant wear or i feel uncomfortable , den jialut liao D:
so , god bless , ha :D

actually i wasted alot of time during this holiday . kinda regret (?) because i did not go exercise la D: saddening , i feel sad for myself la ! as for now , my simple plan for year 20o8 .. is to exercise regularly & save money & save back the money i used in atm ! & do not buy things like as though it's FREEEE D: got to learn to CONTROL myself ! i so jialut state la , got one period keep using atm card . but money can be earn back ! -.- i am an wei-ing myself @.@ okay ,WHATEVERR uh . hahas . stupid me !

i dunch noe the words that HE said , is gonna lemmie flung my studies or work harder .
i really dunch noe . & could GOD please him to stop all the nuisance that HE said ?
it's gonna effect me loads , & my ear is not those on/off button that could stop me from listening what he said . i really hate him saying liddat , it hurts me somehow . because yoo dunch tink i can make it , den i do not have any confidence either . wad yoo doing/saying is just adding stress on me . if this is so , why sent me to school ? if yoo tink i CANNOT MAKE IT ! i can drop out & die , simple . because yoo tink i cannot make it . so what ? is studies so important ? yoo asshole . i tink if yoo go study oso cannot make it wan la , perhaps worst than me okay . i need motivation, not others . get it ? yoo dunch understand me , you get it ? i don't know if i Love you or i hate you . the things yoo are doing , is just making me more guai lan to yoo or even yur wife la okay .

who cares ? if yoo sae that to me , what reasons you have to make me respect yoo ! i dunch care okay . i dunch noe shud i prove to yoo that yoo are wrong or wad yoo sae is just so correct that i dunch had to try at all . or shud i thanked yoo to make me awake . IDK . from wad i noe , is i wun be so diao lang tang alr nxt year . because i plan to study hard & no slacking . okay , jiayou bah JESSICALIMSOOYEE ! ;D if wad yoo sae is trying to motivate me , sorry yoo totally cant , because those words dunch take effects on me . if yoo tell me : jessica , work hard & believe that yoo can make it . & I'll be glad , real glad okay . so the fact is YOO DUNCH NOE ME WELL (?)

okay whatever , i feel like canceling the above .
i dunch feel like posting it out . sighs .