now is 9.12 pm [:
feel lyk p0sting once again , to type my feelings right now here .
current mood is just lost ,
& returning to the past of wad you've said , wad you've done .
is yoo starting to admire or lyk her ?
if it is so , i hope im the first fews that noe .
so .. then i can noe it's time to let go .
i tired many times . sometimes the feel is just deeper & deeper .
a feeling is something that i cant control at all .
just lyk my mood .. it can be happy , depressed , high just out of a sudden .
& everythings would stop in a short period , esp happy D:
from wad i noe , Love just sucks ; rite ?

why will i lyk yoo ?
i rillie Don't know .
i wish to noe too , friends .
i dunch wanna be hurt once again ..
i am just sick of it .
crying dosent help at all .
i just wan to be happy & just Free from love .
but ... i just .. c..a..nt....!

perhaps , yoo oreadi noe that i lyk yoo ?
after so long .. the day xx august2oo7 , i couldn't control my tears & i just burst it infront of frens . i tot that day was the end of it . & just recently i heard again , but i din rillie care , as it is nort the First time anymore . but today , i feel that we shud nort be frens at all too . goodbye , i hate yoo D: perhaps , the day of ' Happy ' jessica is nearer , as i had treat it as Game over ?